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[23 Jan 2005|10:33am] |
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Guess who's back!!
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[21 Nov 2004|07:14pm] |
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I hate Seven!
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[18 Nov 2004|03:40pm] |
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Why do people lie? Seven lied to me. He cheated on me. So I talked to him online and printed out the conversation so I could show people that he lied. He said it was fake. Everybody believes him. They think I lie. I don't.
Banana bread is good.
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| The Band Sucks |
[15 Nov 2004|03:12pm] |
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They can't write good lyrics, they can't play, they can't sing, they can't do anything. It's sick. I left it. Seven left me for a girl. I have no friends. I have no one I can related to. I want to go back to Tip Hill. I want to hug Jack. I want my sister to stop being pregnant. I want so much. When will I get it?
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[11 Nov 2004|04:00pm] |
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I can't live without Jack. I can't. I was making out with Seven yesterday and all I thought about was Jack. I am such an idiot. It's true how they say you don't know how much you love something until it's gone. That is exactly how I feel.
I feel a hollow emptiness inside of me. I feel like I have nothing to look forward to except his calls. I know he is happy with Xeno. I know they are in love. What about me? I love Jack too. I am in deep love and I can't get out of it.
Everything was fine when I could actually be around him in person. Even if we weren't together. If I was just in his company I was okay. Now I just feel like nothing. I feel like a broken doll.
Jack, just call me when you can.
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| YAY |
[10 Nov 2004|08:02pm] |
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I have a boyfriend! He's hot. He has liberty spikes. His name is Seven. :) I want to make out with him.
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[08 Nov 2004|04:02pm] |
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Hey guess what?
I joined a new band. Called "Worlds Defined" it's not as metal as Bitter Morose but good enough for now. There were signs up that they needed a guitar player. So yeah, I only met the lead singer and the drummer so far. I don't know if we're as good as or better then my old band.
I doubt it!
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[31 Oct 2004|08:53am] |
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I'm going to make this thing friends only because it sounds like fun and I'm bored. I haven't updated this thing in a long time.
I love how Jack calls me when he's upset. I love how he fallows my advice and I love making him feel better. It makes me feel needed. I know that I live far away but it's good that we aren't loosing touch. I haven't talked to anyone from New York besides Jack and that's ok. Jack is awesome.
I saw my sister on the streets with a bunch of her whore friends. She had her thong sticking out and stuff. It was gross. She's my sister I don't want to see that.
I like this guy here. He looks like Jack. That's most likely why I like him. He's alot taller then Jack though. Jack is tiny. Jack's tinyness was one of the best parts. He was like a cute teddy bear. Like a baby. This guy's name is Billy. It doesn't suit him. Jack doesn't look like a Billy. He looks like a Jack. I wish Billy's name was Jack.
I wish he was Jack.
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[18 Oct 2004|04:00pm] |
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Thanks Jack for sending this too me. Lol. I'm so HOT.
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[15 Oct 2004|07:30pm] |
My sister is a whore. I came home today to her all over this guy. I was like "Thanks" she's so stupid. She has to do it in the middle of the living room. She can't do me the favor of going in her room. I don't want to see her body parts. I don't like girls. Especially my sister.
GOD.
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| Columbus |
[11 Oct 2004|04:18pm] |
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Please Mr Columbus
Turn the ship around
I want to feel my two feet on the ground
Why you tella Isabella that the world is round?
Please Mr Columbus
Turn the ship around!
Beautious!
xoxo Dan
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| Jack! |
[10 Oct 2004|12:41am] |
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I want Jack to know that he is a wonderful guy and I know in my heart that Xeno loves him to death. I know he would walk 100000 miles out of his way for you. You two are meant for each other and I am happy for you both. I'm sorry I wasn't there to answer your call. I'm not sure if you are awake or not, call me tommarow. I will always be here for you. Always. Whenever you need me. You've done so much for me. Thanks. I still love you. xoxo
-Dan
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[07 Oct 2004|05:30pm] |
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I wish this bad the best. They are great guys and are very talented. I am so fortunate that I met them. I hope they are successful in later days! :)
School is Hell and I hate every minute of it. I went to talk to the guidance counseler about it. I was really unconfortable in front of him though. I couldn't say anything about being picked on because I'm bi. Why are people so cruel? Who cares what sex you're attracted to? Jesus Christ.
Those kids will never stop me from loving Jack. I miss him so much. I envy Xeno with a passion, but.. with Jack.. everyone gets a turn. That whore. No offense. Lol. <3
xoxo
Dan
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| Finally! |
[06 Oct 2004|04:53pm] |
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I am off being grounded. It has been a long week. I'm so happy it's over, I really am. School has been shit. I never got beat up like I was told I was going to. I hate it when people talk big, but they never do anything about it. I wish they would just shutup and not keep me waiting.
These two girls were fighting in the hallway. I saw the whole thing. Caroline and Sara. Sara is really preppy and Caroline is one of my good friends. Sara got a bloody nose and Caroline has a big red line on her cheek. Caroline got the last punch, so I'm pretty excited about that.
I miss Jack. :(
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[02 Oct 2004|03:10pm] |
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Sorry I haven't been keen on posting. I am grounded. I'm not even supposed to be on now.
xoxo
-D
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[27 Sep 2004|02:41pm] |
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I hate this school! I just got home. This school is poo and I hate everyone in it. This stupid black kid was making fun of my hair. He said it looked like a spider. I think my hair is cute! I was fine with it at first but he was stubborn! He wouldn't SHUT UP until I responded so I told him to shut the hell up. Jesus Christ. Now he wants to fight me tommarow.
I can not fight! I can't! Jack used to do all the fights for me! ERGH. I really HATE it here! Stupid redneck country!
(X) been drunk
(X) gotten high
(X) smoked a cigarette
(X) had sex with someone you love
(_) had sex with someone you don't love
(X) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) kissed a member of the same sex
(_) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(X) ridden in a taxi
(X) been in love
(X) been dumped
(X) shoplifted
(X) been fired
(_) been in a fist fight
(X) snuck out of my parent's house
(X) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(X) ever dated someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(X) been arrested
(_) made out with a stranger
(_) stole something from my job
(_) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(_) lied to a friend
(X) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(X) been to Europe
(X) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(X) seen someone die.
(_) been to Africa
(_) had a crush on one of my Live journal friends
(_) Punched a friend
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival
(X) Been to Canada
(_) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(_) Eaten Sushi
(X) Been snowboarding
(_) Met someone in person from the internet
(X) Been moshing at a concert
(_) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(X) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(_) been in an abusive relationship
(_) gone to college
(_) graduated college
(X) love someone or miss someone right now
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| Impossible? |
[26 Sep 2004|11:56am] |
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Parents are getting on my last nerve. I don't know how long I can't stand it with them. I am moving out as soon as I can. I will use every penny I get to fly back to Tipperary Hill. I know they replaced me in the band already. Maybe I could gain my position back. It is where I belong.
The only thing I shiver about is people changing. Jack has been talking to me on the phone and writing to me. I haven't heard from anyone else. Like Josh and Lipgloss.. <3
It's important to me that I leave when I can. Donate me money? I miss my friends. I miss my neighborhood and where I grew up. This place is full of rednecks and white trash. I'm not one of these people.
I cannot stand one more day in this place
It's too bad I have really no choice ..
xoxo
D. Galligher
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| x Craving This Disaster |
[25 Sep 2004|07:43pm] |
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Is it impossible for one, me, to walk back to where I came from? How can my parents actually THINK that I was just going to accept moving. I miss my friends. I miss everything <3
I want my life to return to me.
If I can't go to it..
Bring it to me?
This diary might help me keep in contact with Jack. Whom I still love. Even if our relationship was over around three years ago. I have yet to get over my loss. Now, I have been pulled away from any contact with him.
Jack is everything to me.
I cannot describe the pain and jealousy I have. Xeno is lucky.
Too lucky... <3
xoxo
D. Galligher
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